Well... How having a "real" job changes everything. I didn't realize it'd be so hard to find a balance between work and playtime.

Here's the deal: I'm not sure what's going to happen. How's that for an answer?

I miss playing at The Gates an awful lot! But, I don't miss the no-shows to appointments, and people who come in to see me because I look hot in my pictures and want to do things I don't offer, and I certainly don' t miss the people who show up 45 minutes late for their appointment.

But, I miss the fun! I miss the excitement of putting on a sexy dress and heels, then turning a man into putty. I miss watching men tremble when I torment them.

Currently, I'm thinking that I'll let things settle down in my life just a bit more. Then, perhaps, I'll return to The Gates one day every six weeks or so. I'd much rather be a part-time dominatrix than a retired one!